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Sunday, April 4, 2010

Mournful Celebration

We had our anniversary this week. It was the saddest yet, but also the first time in a long while he's given me presents. An expensive piece of jewelry, not something I had been interested in until recently, made a big impression. He's showing me he values me. He was sweet, kind, and continually resolute in wanting to change for me.

And yet being with him wears me out. I'm still caught in a swirl of anger, greif, and hope, and don't really want him to see any of it.

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