Twisted Reality

He still hates me. He still actually thinks I did something to drive him away. The family "values" he picked up say that parents will fight with each other and love their children. So he created conflict where it did not exist.

Once he fights his own demons, he'll have a chance to find out who I really am.

In the meantime, I will be very lonely.

Now I know why people get divorced. I have chosen the more difficult path.

Alone

Do you know anyone married to an alcoholic who also cheated on them after psychologically raping them?

If so, please introduce me.

What Do You Call a Dyslexic Agnostic Insomniac?

A person who stays up all night wondering if there is a Dog.

It used to be funny, before I developed the bad habit of becoming one under stress. I just spent several weeks in a state where sleeping and waking were not too different. I have forgotten how to feel anything but regret for letting my husband treat me so badly for so long.

The person I'll have the hardest time forgiving is myself.